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About Me Member Mad Scientist Hannah19/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 4 Months
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Wake Up

Mon Aug 24, 2009, 8:08 PM
I've lost connection. Batteries went dead.

This world is just so abnormal to me now. Emotions no longer make since to me anymore. I don't know if it's because I no longer feel them or I just can't compute them. There is a large part of me that just needs to let go, of everything. I need to let go of the fear, the hate, the irritation. It sickens me because I know I'm buried underneath all these walls left over from the past. These hideous infrastructures that cradle my thoughts till their sucked of all being. I need to put my big girl panties on and show them(him) who I truly am, rather then this latent girl whispering her thoughts so no one can hear them. I'm not her, I'm not. I never was. I feel as if I've played this role for so long and it has gotten me no where. I've lost people I truly love due to the fear. It's disgusting, It's so fucking disgusting. I wish the repairations were instant, like coffee.

He needs my help.

If only it weren't for the fear.

  • Listening to: Beirut
  • Reading: Sybil
  • Watching: Charlie and the chocolate factory
  • Playing: with play-do
  • Eating: water
  • Drinking: water

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    :iconcupcake-rufflebutt:
    Thanks for the fave on my Bellatrix cosplay! <3

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    :iconmelica75:
    Thanks for the fav :)
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    thanks for the fave!

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    Thanks for the fav and welcome to DA hope you like it.

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    Welcome to DA!

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